WILDERNESSES AND SOLITARY PLACES
I lost my precious mother a few days ago. The ten days leading up to her death were long and draining. I suffered as I watched my mother suffer, as I watched my sisters and brother suffer. We spent most of the time everyday of those ten days together, with hospice nurses and CNAs coming in and out. There was hardly any time to be alone—alone with my thoughts—alone with My Lord. I thought of this post that I had planned next, WILDERNESSES AND SOLITARY PLACES. I thought of my own times in the wilderness and my own need of that solitary place. When those times of wilderness happen, it's usually pain that leads us there. In our wildernesses, we almost always initially feel abandoned... like God has forsaken us... like He doesn't care. Then, after a while, we begin to realize that He is calling us to a more intimate place with Him. We begin to see that those are the sweetest times with Him... that He, through His Word, is whisperi...